They say when the sea is silent,its a worrying situation as then you know that this silence is a indication of a disastrous storm !!
Mumbai city is glowing today as Lord Ganesh is all around the town while everyone on street is dancing and enjoying this most awaited festival ,i too am in a bit of devotional mood ,me a big foodie who loves Non-veg has decided to take a break from it ,wen Lord Ganesha is around i limit my appetite to veg and take a break from Alcohol and Non-veg,their is no fine intention behind all this sacrifices but just a small way of showing a respect and devote towards this festival and emotions of people attached towards it.
Every year i visit Lal bhag ka Raja with my friends and it is such a devotional feeling to stand in those long que and finally arrive on to the giant feet of Lord Ganesha,With close eyes and this hands folded all i ask is a love and a blessed life for me and other loved ones of mine.
This years has bought a lot of turn around in my life which has forced me to take some life changing decisions ,and the most unfortunate part of all this is that i have not initiated any of this turn around..its all circumstances,today when i thought that finally all the cracker have bursted is when suddenly i see another twist in this melodramatic life of mine.
Su and i had this major fight on Sunday on a small topic,i yelled at her and abused her and tears rolled over her eyes and it was all bad,i took this fight as just another fight and moved on with it the next day and decided to meet in evening and i confessed that i was wrong and pleaded sorry and we kissed and i forgot the whole incident without knowing the damage which was already done !!
this morning after having spoken to Su over phone i carried on a normal day like usual,in office we had a company meeting which announced some surprising decisions taken by the management on which i shared some gossip with my office colleagues and bosses,later afternoon after a crisp chat with Su ,she broke her conversation showing some ready-made uncomfortableness towards this relationship and it took me few chats to realize that i had hit the bottom and my days of Romance was over ,she wanted to let go herself from this so called “Relationship”.
It all happened so quick that i dint had time to react and my best reaction was to just close eyes ,she had said those few lines over a period of time but this time it was different and it was enough for me to know that she has blown the whistle,i dint wanted to tell her anything as the best side of me i had already shown to her in this one year and if we still see this coming then their is limited words to express the feeling..i decided to end the conversation as i saw another person freeing herself from me and it was the same me ,i ended the conversation asking her to reconsider what she was doing and return back with a appropriate decision of hers…but i guess curtains have fallen and we have had last our laugh (In real) !!