Bye !!

It was year 2004 when I showed my fist hint of wanting to be a blogger as I inked my red small book with my thoughts and dreams. Soon there were few such more books before I took a long pause when my life moved from one layer to another. I went on to do many things which interested me, writing just turned out to be one of temporary passion and I had no regrets!

One fine person one day suggested me to write as he happened to have read some of my stuffs over the laptop soon this number of fine people increased as they brushed themselves to side of me. but I waited and  when the time was right I went ahead and started my very own blog :www.dare2write/wordexpress.com  and here I am today after having blogged some 27 blogs till date all I can say is I cannot be anymore happier than this.

This space stood with me accepting things that I said. When I enjoyed something this blog had a smile on it and when my heart was hurt this blog sobbed. I never promoted this blog as I worried that this will make people see the real person in me. I was fake to a lot of people around but my honesty was felt and valued here .I know you people should be thinking that when there is no one on other side reading this and when internet is a non living thing then why am I so emotional about this space. You see people at times that me a little stupid.

Anyways cut things short after all the good time and bad one I today have decided to abscond myself from this space forever. This is my last blog and all I want to say is that I dint decided to do this because I hate this place in fact I love it but I think now I can’t do it anymore..I would not want to come back here .It’s just that presently I am in one of those phase of my life when I am as good as alone.

As my visitor stats suggest I have had good few people visiting  on few occasion and that makes me  believe there are some unknown people who have heard me talking ,Just wanna Thank you all

Stay easy on LIFE !!

God has Plans !

Divine !

Read Line by Line carefully !

I found this over internet and it was meaningful .

A young and successful
executive was traveling down a neighborhood street,
going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar.. He was
watching for kids darting out from between parked
cars and slowed down when he thought he saw
something.
As his car passed, no children appeared.
Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag’s side door!
He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to
the spot where the brick had been thrown.
The angry
driver then jumped out of the
car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up
against a parked car shouting,

‘What was that all about and who are you? Just what
the heck are you doing? That’s a new car and that
brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why
did you do it?’ The young boy was apologetic.
‘Please, mister…please, I’m sorry but I didn’t
know what else to do,’ He pleaded. ‘I threw the
brick because no one else would stop….’ With tears
dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth
pointed to a spot just around a parked car.. ‘It’s my
brother, ‘he said ‘He rolled off the curb and fell
out of his wheelchair and I can’t lift him
up.’
Now sobbing, the boy
asked the stunned executive, ‘Would you please help
me get him back into his wheelchair? He’s hurt and
he’s too heavy for me.’
Moved beyond words,
the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling
lump in his throat… He hurriedly lifted the
handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took
out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh
scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything
was going to be okay. ‘Thank you and may God bless
you,’ the grateful child told the stranger. Too
shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy!
push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk
toward their home..

It was a long, slow
walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very
noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair
the dented side door. He kept the dent there to
remind him of this message: ‘Don’t go through life
so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to
get your attention!’ God whispers in our souls and
speaks to our hearts Sometimes when we don’t have
time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It’s
our choice to listen or
not.

Thought for the
Day:
If God had a
refrigerator, your picture would be on
it.
If He had a wallet,
your photo would be in
it.
He sends you flowers
every spring
He sends you a sunrise
every morning Face it, friend – He is crazy about
you!

I think there are
‘beautiful person’ you wish to
bless.
God didn’t promise
days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun
without rain, but He did promise strength for the
day, comfort for the tears, and light for the
way.

Read this line very
slowly and let it sink
in…
If God brings you to
it, He will bring you through
it.

Trust in Him !

The Village !!

 

    

 

Before I start,A small courtesy extended towards Pradeep,Anju,Shashank,Shantaram,Mausi,Mama,Thaie ,and of course Pandaya and many other people whose name i don’t recollect….BUT THANK YOU EVERYONE !

If there is one thing that is not proper in this world for me is my life at present! And that finishes the discussion here, Low with my feelings and thoughts and sick with my work, yesterday I decided to take a day off to do something which had nothing to do with this improper life and it’s so called sadness.

As never said before on this blog, My dear friend Pradeep is on his attempt to find harmony in something which he has been attempting since long (Livestock). Been a while since Pradeep has converted few spoken words in the drunk state to a realistic dream in a far off village called “Chakan”

What has been a story for us since a long time was about get a face to it, as we decided to visit Pradeeps new office (Land) in “Chakan” A total of 180 km which was covered on Anju’s car along with Shashank,As we drove on other side Pradeep was busy making sure that chores were taken care off for our first visit. As we reached the spot one could barely ignore what pradeep had turned into from a fairly macho handsome personality to a coal mine worker (I am sorry to say that but man I never saw him so dark and ugly)..Yes his work demanded this and Pradeep dint hesitated giving it across without a glitch. Soon we had to cross a small water log with bare feet to reach Pradeeps new work place. One glance across and I could feel it that we have something big awaiting to happen for tomorrow .The climate was shady and Breeze was light ..While we moved from one land to another…all I cud feel is the ploughed mud under my bear feet and I was obliged.

He introduced to us to Mama and Mausi, Both a local senior couple villagers with strong character helped us understand the bits and pieces of farming and upbringing of different Animal breeds. Soon few more people got introduced and it all looked as a big gang talking about Mother Land and its blessing and offering to all the dear villagers and us.

As mosquitoes bit Anju’s hands and legs and as children’s found hard to stop giggling over Shashanks Blue female tshirt and white capries is when we realized that we were hungry.

No time and we had the best food of Maharashtra served in front of us ( Gavti Vada pav) ..Obviously later we had some troubled time along with villagers as Shas found it hard to hide his gratitude inside his ass.(It was fun) Jokes laughs and pandya ( The male goat who is a fucking smart ass) the day passed great from day light to dark evening  and so we were invited as a guest to Mausi’s home for Dinner.

As we entered the hut ,All Women’s joined hands and made us feel proud as a guest ,while kids hided themselves in their respective mothers saree’s ,all men’s still could not believe that one can wear blue t-shirt and white capries ..What was imagined a few mins wait turned out more than 4 hours wait with food been cooked on “Chullas” (It takes time)..Our gas filled stomach already cursed us for Vada Pav and was pleading to not put any more potatoes in it .but sadly we could do least as we were served Puri Bhaji Nevertless  it was tasty and yummy ,and then later  Dal chawal which I don’t want to talk ..I can murder anyone for that it was that tasty.

Soon as we finished we thanked the villagers and promised a next visit soon as we are confident that Pradeep is going to nail this one.As we joined hands and said bye ..My heart was filled with joy and a little emotional. I will never forget this innocent people who feeded us special and made us feel so comfortable in between them (We almost slept)..I did get a little tanned but I took it as blessing from Chakan !  Adios!

Some great Memories of trip in Bullet points:

  • Pandaya
  • Bull (Pretty huge and damn pretty) – I saw Dada’s Chest grow 2 inch as he introduced us to that Royal White bull..and boy ! that bull had some attitude !
  • Pradeep Top 5 change from a City guy to a villager (What changes will be said some other time)
  • Sitting on the dry mud and feeling the coldness beneath.
  • Shantram’s collection of 90’s completely forgotten song..Por guy sings remix songs with all DJ music and all thinking that it’s the original way how the song was prepared..I mean come onn..” Munni badnaam hui ..Chintachita !!
  • Anjus tight tummy (One more puri and it was done)
  • How can I forget  Shas good news – 28/36 ghun mil gaya re- Congrats Shas ,I could see how happy your were J  and also how tense you were too before knowing the good news L ,We all very happy !! she is perfect  !
  • Mosquito smoke sprayed on Anjus face.

Short of words !

Did you ever felt that your heart is bursting with feelings and thoughts and your mind is in its best mode to put them in words,Its like you have them nicely stacked and stored in your heart and mind is screening them way in advance before its actually scripted  ..But still when it get delivered it comes out as just another unsuitable and Meaningless  sentence which  goes heard but not understood…This is what is called as falling short of words !!

When Ted met Stella !

Ted did meet a lot of girl before landing on his wife. Few lasted days and few longer then that.This episode has ted attempt to remove a tattoo from his back which was inked under circumstances uncalled and this is how he met his doctor “Stella” who as ted claims was the only girl before his wife who made a heart to heart connection on very first eye contact.well in this case the heart connection just happened from Teds side.Anyways so in his total of nine treatment sessions with the Stella,Ted repeatedly tried to get her attention but Stella even after acknowledging and buying all his pick up lines yet confidently and firmly had a no on her face. Nevertheless this episode had its funny sides to it which came with stupid attempts made by Ted to impress Stella and failing in it,yet what one could only see and feel was Teds rare feelings for girl which was Stella.

On his last session Teds just decided to give it away and not drop the question in front of Stella as he says he can live his life guessing but cannot take a NO for an answer (Ted was in serious love with this girl) but then also somewhere sees a point in his friend lili’s statement of not linger around the feeling and coming to a end to it with whatever outcome it offers.

Last day after session Ted asks Stella if she has changed her mind to which Stella starts off with a diplomat NO but this time she adds her reason of saying so ,which was her responsibility to feed her 8 yr old Daughter and her only shot to do so was from her busy profession as a doctor and little what she gets out of it is what was shared by her and her daughter.

Listening this Ted remains speechless and walks out from there confused ,later he recalls the same incident in front of his friends and that is when he realizes that since 1st session till last it was never a “No” from Stella..It was a side that she wanted him to see and then make his choice ,Immediately Ted goes to Stella and does something simply Romantic (Hell Romantic !! ) in 2 mins which is all that Stella then had to offer Ted then (Her tight schedule)..And it results in a very cute ending to a beginning of a seriously relationship of Ted and stella in How i Met your mother !

Charlie and Barney !

Charlie is a pervert and I feel like so surprised to see him in his best as his life goes on from one chick to another. His humor just gets better and better and also Charlie is a rich ass with lots of booze money in his pocket .Another jackass is Barney he just cant  think anything above girls neck whenever he meets them. Best part of his life is that he gets it quick and gets over it a lot quicker. Charlie and Barney both make it look easy just like a poem, No mood swings .No unexpected anger and then regret and neither tears.

What I never understood is that How Charlie would have felt if Chelise would have dated Allen after him. Well Allen did dated that tiny girl and few more who were Charlie’s early girlfriends but still Charlie never felt it (Lets be honest). Also what’s really surprising is Barney and Ted are quite fine about the situation that Robin dated them one behind another and went on further dating more guys.

But I do recollect the episode of Robin and Barneys break up AND Robin and Teds break up (It was hilarious) It did made some sense and it felt real too what I hope is that the end shown in it was real too !!

A window to come back !!

 

A window to come back !!

what was steaming since a while finally caught fire and have now burnt down and tomorrow they might be ashes..I wont explain the meaning of the same but i want to talk on  relationship today (My fav topic),With my aging experience it looks evident that i might just arrive on my PHD on this word called relationship,I will not consider myself to be successful person when in comes to maintaining the relations with people.but i have learnt ifs and buts of it and which i believe everyone eventually learn and with lot of courage exclaims “Next time no mistake”

When ever anything bad happens with relationship i was forced to forget that persons existence in my life,I simple wipe my tears off and gulp the log of pain deep down my throat and accepted the depreciated life with its leftovers.I am a person who like brushing my stained memories with these special people when they are not around and i smile while i recollect those memories and this is only possible because i try to end relations on a note where i can always look back,Not that i have been successful every time on this ,like i remember few names where i do regret for my act and does feel apologetic or maybe have forgiven few’s sins long back, but then their ways got so separated that i could not even trace it back . and trust me all this relations are not my girlfriends infact most of them have been my very close friends.

We all know that life is not easy.At times you have money but your happiness is way to expensive to afford,and at times all your happiness has one key called “Money”.

What i gradually want to put across is that people were not wrong and neither their intentions its just that time and circumstances wasn’t right. and then as they say divine will only show up inside you when you forgive and make peace with your and others life.I feel sad to see those windows which have got closed and i can never overlook beyond them but at the same time also satisfied that few have stayed open and i can always smile on some good great memories that we shared.

Don’t know when i said all this i felt “human” and all this came with lot of pain and sorrow ,it might not convey the reason why but i know deep down somewhere that why is it that my heart pained when i breathed this few words on this column

HIMYM

 

So a while back I just finish a life touching  5th season of American top comedy show “ How I met your mother” what started as a narrating ted talking about  his effort to find a soulmate ended into a emotional turmoil of a gang of people who lives in a funny world wrapped around with different layers of reality of life, Few episodes and I realized that  no matter how much trouble and pain we face in  our life but all can be stepped behind had we have right people in our life who can change gears in their life just to hold on to  us .Unfortunately I am ending the season 5 and I don’t hve a season 6 but I will definitely try to get it from one of such friend of mine sujay.

This series has made me understand certain interesting topic which can be later blogged about, I know I am not a regular visitor to my page but I will try to scribble my opinions on such topic as time goes by…Until then bye !

Confused Mind !

Today I just don’t feel like not talking about me or my story, But what I want to cover is a subject. A subject that is a part of everyone’s life and we all know very well. So today I am 28 ..oops there I go taking about me again,anyways so I would talk about me and the subject then, after all its my blog. And plus who reads this anyways.

So where was I …yes ! I am 28 and i remember the time when I use to be very clear about my feeling and was confident about the same. and when I talk about the time ,its when I was in my college. my eyes search and browsed many girls and laid itself on few and stared at couple of them, and talked only with one..It was simple..so many girls yet I was clear, Not that I am not clear today. I am dating a wonderful girl and I am settled in life. The only part I miss is browsing..loll !!

Anyways when I am 28 what I should be actually talking about is how busy I am with office work and office work and office work..and how I don’t meet my friends and girlfriend in between all this and yet I think its isn’t a problem. So when su few days back said that she want to watch a movie with me.I though let me see and then I thought “really” and finally I thought “not possible”. But I had draw a line someday and so One day Su came out with a solution that we go out for a weekend and (here comes the best part )and I get my friend Anki along with me.I confess that I was excited that I am meeting Sexy Anki who got a tattoo on her back ..can you believe ? “Tattoo girl” (Now thats a 20 year old talking in me, not me !!) But let me honest here by the time weekend was a just  day away ..i Realized that I was actually very happy  as I could see Su again and spend some romantic time with her,I love her do you hear Su ,all said and done I still love you ! alot infact  (Here it is  a 28 year old talking again )

So the trip started well and cut tings short ,I loved every bit of it,infact I would not have written anything about it had I not had an amazing time .Anki me and su and suju all of them enjoyed and, loved every bit of it. But the highlight of the trip was a small incident that happened between Suju and Anki and that is what is the Subject !..U don’t recollect right?..”Subject” I was suppose to talk about me and subject ?? anyway new paragraph.

At night after few drinks and then lots of talks finally we decided to sleep. For me and su as we slept side to each other .It was a usual sleep ,but on other side my dear friend suju had a confused mind talking to him he was sleepy yet suspicious ! I am making it a little interesting that’s all . to be frank Anki make a small impression on Sujus mind with her continuous talk and amazing matching wavelength. and suju was bowled over..But then few hours and how can someone fall in love was the question..I mean come onn he ain’t that desperate ! but well it was all happening in sujus mind while we were fast asleep. Next morning we all woke up ,suju looked a little depressed after few talks and masti ,Suju came over and confessed that he had held Ankis hands while she was asleep. After all fuss and confusion..We concluded this chapter as “Lets forget it”

This incident made me go back to what I said before that while growing up and turning mature on our profession side of life is when we go stupid on our personal life..With age we turn so confused with our feeling that we end up making mistakes. So mistakes like this and the person is not forgiven.In simple words we don’t expect mature people to make mistakes. This incidents has no solution to it..I just wanted to highlight it that’s all, this can happen to anyone of us  and its is less avoidable ! So stay safe and stay happy !

Confession part 2

Its my 19th blog,inching towards my 20th and boy i am so proud of my this achievement,I am person who believes in progress and i might be slow on this blog but i definitely consider this as a progress..Yes my 19th blog !!

Gurrrhhh…Its so difficult to write blogs in office with noise and all ,i knw that  now you should be thinking  that then i am a foolish to write blogs sitting in office ,Surprise it is but most of my blogs have been scribed when i had been in office..Their is a very Stupid reason behind it..that’s my so called “Laziness”.

I aspire to become a buinsess man and a lot more other stuff and also go gaga on the progress shit and all, but in real i know that i have develop certain stubborn habit inside me that has resulted me in total lazy useless man,I begin my day when half the people around me are yet sleeping ,yes thats quite been a stable habit for me no matter how late i sleep !! but despite getting up early i  like to laze out and waste time untill finally when i leave home,my office has 70 percent atendence rolling.

Anyways i remmember the early days when i was blind towards taking cab for short distance and use to travel by affordable public transport but today i have develop bad habit of doing things that takes less effort,I avoid meeting clients unless its very important and dont like roaming around with friends unless we roam on bikes.I have aspiration to become huge in life but efforts towards them arnt upto its need ..but still every morning when i wake i am positive about my life .

This Habit of mine has got into me slowly without my knowledge and guess i will have to work out hard to come out of it so that one day i can be what i always aspired to be !!